You know that feeling in your stomach when you're wondering if "HE" (in my case, maybe in your case it's been "SHE") will call? That OCD checking of the dial tone, carrying your phones with you wherever you go during the day? Turning the vacuum (or maybe in your case, music) off mid-room (or mid-song) to listen... was that the phone? Nope. It never is.
No, I'm not in lurrrve (not with someone who never calls, anyway). I'm job hunting. I never enjoyed the dating-related roller-coaster ride of emotion and adrenaline when I was single, and I am not enjoying its employment-fuelled sister now.
The fact that I am twisting myself into knots over something as mundane as work is probably kind of sad, but there you go. I never, EVER want to go through the experience of looking for a mate again. EVER. I could probably do without job hunting too, since as far as I can recall the emotions are strangely similar. Optimism, excitement, fear, dejection, wild hope, waiting... waiting... fretting, imaginging scenarios, waiting, fretting.
The relative triviality of my upheaval is evidenced by the fact that I am finding knitting enjoyable and soothing. That doesn't work for me when I'm REALLY scared or upset. So you know. I have finished the back of the Tweedy Aran Cardigan, and I LOVE LOVE LOVE it. Once more I must say, being able to purl fast really makes knitting fun again. Looks like one repeat got away from me a little there, huh?
Not to worry! The yarn is Patons Jet, a wool/alpaca worsted weight 2 ply that is just delightful. Best of all, I think I may have actually made the right size- often my knits are so gigantically oversized that I find them more or less unwearable- and since I've lost weight they'll be even worse.
In other textile-oriented news, I sewed a couple of little skating dresses for my girls- the first with moral support from my friend Jenny who is a super seamstress, the second all on my own! They were easy to make and fun, I can't wait to make more and the girls love them:
On twitter today I mentioned that in an attempt to make myself look grown up and employable, I dyed my hair what I thought would be a natural looking dark brown. How my natural hair colour can look so weird, I do not know- but I think I look like some kind of cross between Robert Smith and Tim Burton. Here, it really *is* that bad (if you look, I will even let you laugh, as long as you read the next bit where I explain a boring saga about course codes and interviews that I may or may not get- also, please pretend those hideous curtains are something less hideous. I didn't buy them):
Ok, you looked. you laughed. Now you have to read the next part. There will be a test at the end.
So- in a nutshell, I applied for a job in a public hospital/facility. I was able to address all the many criteria in the ad, and thought I would therefore probably get an interview. I didn't, I was rejected by email!
I was sad! I was embarrassed. In spite of this I rang the person they gave as the contact to get some feedback for my next application. Today I finally caught her- turns out that there were 97 applicants, and I was on the shortlist of 5 (yay). The bad news was that when the selection committee sent the shortlisted resumes through to HR to have references checked etc, my qualification wasn't on the LIST of codes that they had approval to hire from.
[boring explanation- my course supercedes a course that has been around forever... but while both courses are accredited in the way of Australian vocational qualifications, the course code of MY course wasn't on THE LIST.]
When I rang I had a good talk to two of the people who were on the panel, and the second lady said that if I could demonstrate how the competencies in my course "map" to the competencies in the course they wanted, then they *would* want to interview me. YAY. Because we had such a good talk, I feel like if I do get an interview, I have a real advantage, yaknow?
So I spent the rest of the day chasing this info, and I HOPE what I got is what they need. If it is, then I am happy, because I will get an interview and hopefully that will lead to a job. If it isn't- then I am NOT happy because when I signed up to do my course, it was "sold" to me as having complete overlap with the old qualification. If it doesn't... well I am going to have to insist that the training organisation "tops up" my training free of charge.
So that's the story of my day! I will hopefully know soon whether I can get an interview. Thanks for reading to the end, or at least pretending to!
Here's a pic of my girls buying sushi for dinner this afternoon while I stood in a queue at the ATM nearby: